To you

Not a day goes by when I don’t think of you whether it’s seeing your photo, finding a school paper, noticing a trophy, or just thinking about what to make for dinner. a few days ago, i was at a pool party with Cole. there …

So I’ve been thinking about this a lot. Do I keep just writing how much I love you and miss you? Do I just write about anything that is on my mind? Part of me is all about keeping this focused on you. Part of …

I don’t know where to begin. There is so much wrong with all that is happening. I hurt. I know you do too. I’m so sorry. I wish I could make it all better.

I miss my kids. all of you. I’m heartbroken. i love you.

I miss you. I miss your brothers and sister. she was so excited to turn 12 and i couldn’t wait to celebrate with her and she wasn’t here and her dad did nothing. i hurt for her. she was so excited. i cant even explain …

Déjà vu It’s happening again. It is so familiar and yet so unknown. I know the things that are said. I also know what is real. unfortunately the two are not aligned. i love you. i love your brothers and sister. not being able to …

Today was a rough day. You’d probably find parts of it funny. And truly, I kinda do too. But I’m still sulking in the crappiness of it all. I miss you and your wit.

You will forever be my J/Javi

I love you

I’m not sure what to say. Maybe simply put, I’m thinking of you.