To you

I went to your parent-teacher conference last night. I met your advisory teacher. We had zoom called last year, but this was the first time to actually meet. He is a very nice, calm man. I think that is the kind of adult you need …

Your brother made dinner tonight. I’m so proud of him. It was delicious and with some tweaking to the original recipe, it will be perfect. We love you

I miss you

Good morning. I’m off work today and I’ve got this list of things to get started/finished/and what-not. Laundry is started. Siblings to school. Coffee consumed. Papers and lists and colored pens surround me. Music is playing. Candle is lit. Cat is near. Dog is in …

Your siblings are amazing. I have had an extremely difficult day and they have done so much to make it all better. we miss you here. I wish you were part of this. I am so grateful for those 3. I can not even explain …

I started a new job a week or two ago. I really like it. I am back to driving a forklift part of the time. I also get to go out and work off-site. The hours are the best I have had which has helped …

Idk what to say really. After writing the last post, I checked and realized I had received an email about you. The email baffled me. Confused. Angered. Satirically comically joy. Saddened. So many emotions. All at once. It left me speechless. I am your mom. …

I am out of town for work still, you are on my mind I get updates from your school nearly everyday it constantly brings you to the front of my mind i worry for you i love you

You are missed every time i speak with My atty it is well, “what about Jackson?” I often feel dismissed. I don’t know what to do. Nothing has changed. I still and will always love you. i miss you immensely. i don’t know now how …

Today has been difficult I thought of you a lot I thought of what might be best for you I truly don’t know I know the current situation is not ideal for you Having been pushed away from you for over a year makes me …