Post 23

Today has been difficult

I thought of you a lot

I thought of what might be best for you

I truly don’t know

I know the current situation is not ideal for you

Having been pushed away from you for over a year makes me unsure of how to make everything good for you

I truly don’t know.

I know what I want.

But what is best, I don’t know.

I love you

That I know.

That will never change.

I miss you.

I don’t know where we begin again.

I am here. I pray you have my number.

You can call or text whenever you want or need.

I am here.