Post 14

There’s so much to tell you. I wish I could speak with you. I’d love to know what is going on with you. Are you happy?  Are you well?  I miss you more than I could ever say. 

Mr Jim died. I had a feeling it was going to happen soon. He was just different since pandemic and such. It still has hurt. More than I realized it would. To have a neighbor you can count on, whether you see each other often or not, and then to lose them is hard. The night he died they turned off his kitchen light. That was incredibly difficult for me. That light NEVER went off. 

I started a new job. It’s closer to home, which I love. I’m still unsure what I think and feel though. For now, it’s a job. 

A deputy that was a friend. And also had been a deputy during times of trouble with our family, was killed. He was a good man. He had a way of being that made me feel secure and that it would all be ok. I’m deeply saddened by his death. 

Your siblings miss you. That is a huge part of why this ongoing legal process is difficult.  We all miss you.  And the idea of you 4 not being able to see each other breaks my heart. It is one thing for me to be cut off, but it is another for my children. We all love you. 

It is a confusing time. So much heartache and sadness. Please know that you are always on are minds and we love you. 

we miss you. 

❤️