Post 11

So I’ve been thinking about this a lot. Do I keep just writing how much I love you and miss you? Do I just write about anything that is on my mind? Part of me is all about keeping this focused on you. Part of me thinks that talking about other things lets you see our lives and in a way you are part of it.

Like, we’ve been working on the house. Lots of progress. Lots to be done. We are currently working on the kitchen. It is nearly all painted….the walls and ceiling anyway. Next up is the cabinets and then that back wall that just didn’t work out as planned. It’s already looking so good and we are all excited to see how this makes the house even more homey.

Gradually it is coming together.

You are missed. A lot. Every single day.

We don’t talk about you a lot. It just hurts too much and your siblings know that. They know I’ll cry.

I do well with it most days, but every now and then, I just can’t take it anymore. I lose myself in grief and pain.

I hope you are well. I hope you’re happy.

You’re loved very much.