Post 7

Déjà vu

It’s happening again. It is so familiar and yet so unknown. I know the things that are said. I also know what is real. unfortunately the two are not aligned.

i love you. i love your brothers and sister.

not being able to wish her a happy birthday, let alone spend the day with her is heartbreaking. Much like when I couldn’t wish you a happy birthday.

i miss you and love you very much. i can’t fathom that an entire year has passed without even speaking with you.

yet. it has. and I’m left trying to make sense of things and try desperately to make it better.

Please know you are loved. always.

love you to the moon and back.

momma